It wasn't so many weeks ago I was unemployed and feeling pretty low. Not the lowest of my life but still it wasn't any fun. Now I've got a job again and am making decent money so I'm all caught back up on my bank account and it looks like it's time to buy a house. This is a high. Now I'm getting the typical cold feet and starting to second guess myself about the house thinking it's to soon. Right now I have high highs and low lows in the same day. It's kind of freaky. I know I'm doing the right thing but that doesn't change the way I'm feeling. My dreams aren't helping things either. A month or two ago my dreams were REALLY my friend, today they are not. BTW... '''zzzz'